unrequited.
Have you been there? when everything is blurry and you realize all your attempts to shoo the raw and painful reality is failing. And then it is nausea, breath itself choking you. W hat irony, then you die from breathing. It happens... it happens believe me. you try so hard to fit in with the people whom you look upto, knowing all the time that it is absurd. haven't you tried to sit or slump or let yourself fall down and stay there, and think that something different is happening with you which is not with others. not.anything.flattering. haven't you thought about all those memories which hit you with full colour in the black & white life? haven't you set aside all moral pursuits just to let your heart have that moment of fantastic happiness...till your mind stings you with a waking call, saying, proving, that none of that was real. and then...